A Guarded Secret

Sunil P. Narayan

USA

Īshwar and his lover saved Bhūmī-Devī from persecution, thus the many arts of mankind blossomed like the mallikā

Everywhere the delightful scent of Svargáloka encircled the minds of unimaginative men and women

Thrusting them into a fantasy of a guarded jungle with celestial flowers and rivers endlessly flowing towards the sunset!

Blue butterflies follow the trails never taking a moment to rest

While the selflesss Parinirvivapsā-Devī will offer a tender touch to any one who asks, her abundant hair began to fall to the grassy floor

No one knew about this humble maiden who kept two isolated lovers alive for many years

She was stricken by a dreadful abandonment It is the thorny fate all women run away from

One warm night, a small bhūruha containing the heart of the divine muse dropped onto the bank

She grabbed it before the hovering balíbhuj could swoop down

It was the fire that consumed Īshwar and Parīkṣit during their lovemaking

Too hot and heavy to hold when fresh but glistening and light when cool

As she lost herself in admiring the pearl, its surface changed from white to deep red

Parinirvivapsā-Devī turned away from Rajanīpati-Devá, hiding her treasure with kuṅkumam palms for no one can take away what is rightfully hers!

She had no diamonds or turquoise jewelry yet

Rajanīpati-Devá is bedecked with nīlagandhika pādakilikās and maṇícīras

Śatárūpa-Devī’s gift to her shall be hidden in the soil so no one can find it!

The next morning Parinirvivapsā-Devī saw a woman clothed in a light yellow śāṭī in the forest inhaling the

mixture of campakas, bakulas and mādhavīlatās

She carried a basket of yellow kundamālā though did not speak

Her eyes were two blue pools reflecting the majestic Candrá-Devá

Hidden by a yearning for love in the form of deep pink satin

The ethereal seer’s skin as white as the yuthikā had no scars

It was adorned with māṇikyamaya armlets and necklaces of yellow, orange and white!

The hair woven tightly was covered by long strands of mālatī

On each wrist a prāvṛṣya bracelet sparkled under Sūrya-Devá

No parāgas were worn though the śāṭī covered her feet She walked from one mākanda tree to another, her dress fresh as if it were just bought at the market!

Her long neck lengthened to capture the scent of fragrant orange flowers

She is a perfect jewel unknown to mankind yet loved by the Divine!

A secret pearl offered to a miserable woman as a gift for showing compassion towards the son of Sarasvatī-Devī Parinirvivapsā-Devī’s daughter looked at her for a few minutes

In her mind she heard the name “Ouimi”

Sounds can be rubies crushed by hammers but to her they were the jingling of maṇíguṇanikara

When she awoke from a nightmare she heard the calming name “Ouimi” from the rāgitarus

A lost spirit whispering her name

She seems so far away like the golden rājabhavanam of Mahādevī

Unreachable by a small being such as an earthly creature

A tired devī touched her tummy, surprised by a life forming inside

She was left wondering how such a miracle could befall her

For many months her belly swelled while the mādhavīlatās continued to multiply

It was the least a celestial plant could do for a generous friend

When Ouimi saw her mother for the first time she gazed at her with sincere gratitude

The varṣártu grew more violent yet no rain drop touched the radiant face of a newborn child

Sāvitrī-Devī blessed the loving nourisher with an oracle inside a red jewel

By instinct Parinirvivapsā-Devī buried it near her resting spot

It is where Sāvitrī-Devī dug it up and pushed inside the motherless āryan’s mind while she slept

To mankind a gift is an oracle who can guide them to righteousness, though to a woman a child is all she wants

She can wear the most luxurious garments and still feel empty if there is no one to share them with

A child is her pricelesss treasure for each moment

is more valuable than a parihārya or parihāṭaka set with bhārgavakas

Collecting mālatī off of vines that cover marble sculptures is the enchanting Ouimi’s favorite activity The smile of each one belongs to Lakṣmī-Devī

She touches the hard lips to feel the expanding

warmth

It has an alluring scent that rubs against her cheeks to give a permanent perfume!

Every day a blissful mother laughs with her daughter till Sóma-Devá awakens from his needed rest

It is the sound of a dundubhí echoing through the minds of all mortals, devás and devīs

When the rain hits the ground hard these creatures hide under the branches

The giggling of Ouimi helps them to endure the temper of Índra-Devá

Ouimi has no reason to be angry since she sits on the vájratulya laden chair of Bhūdevī

A fortunate fate she received when her mother and Bhūdevī became sisters

The comfortable lap of a selfless mother is what Ouimi will ask for in every afterlife

Nothing to her but the unlimited grace of a mother matters

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